Today is my husband's birthday and as we prepared to celebrate. I just felt so overwhelmed with gratitude, it almost feels like a dream come true. Sitting in the aftermath of deliverance, I am so grateful for this moment.
A few months ago, I was still looking around, waiting for someone to say, “Just kidding!” I kept thinking, Surely this can’t be real.
Now I am saying surely this level of peace, this clarity, this freedom can’t be mine.
But let me tell you something…
This morning, I gave God a praise that shook heaven. I mean a real praise—not the cute kind. The kind that comes from deep down in your soul when you know you've been released from something toxic, heavy, weighted parasitic, and long overdue. I wept. I danced. I thanked Him over and over again because, finally, those people—yes, those people—are no longer in my life.
Gone. Dismissed. Released. And I am free.
And y’all, when I say I don’t even know what to do with myself? I mean that. The air feels different. My mind feels lighter. I’m not walking on eggshells or second-guessing my spirit anymore. It feels like God snatched me out just in time.
But listen… if feel like sowing a ten million check without hesitation. That’s how grateful I am. That’s how deeply I feel this freedom. I can't put a price on this level of peace, but if I could bless the people who helped me see the truth—I would.
This birthday year has been the best one of my entire life.
Not because of cake or parties or gifts. But because of clarity. Because of closure. Because God answered some prayers I cried in silence, years ago. He cut ties I didn’t have the courage to sever on my own. And He reminded me, you are worth more than this - confusion, cycles, and crumbs.
I’m still praying about few more things—but I trust Him now more than ever.
So, if you’re reading this and you’re waiting for your breakthrough—hold on. Don’t chase the closure. Don’t beg for clarity. Ask God to reveal and remove. He will. And when He does, you’ll wake up just like I did: smiling, shouting in the hallway with praises, and saying to yourself…
This level freedom was the gift I didn’t even know I needed.
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